I'm in some sort of huge funk today. I don't want to do anything because everything seems pointless. I think after having a nice Thanksgiving break college is really bringing me down. I saw my friends (some of them) on Tuesday and had an awesome time, and then Wednesday thru Friday I saw my family who I almost never see. Sadly, I had to come back to college Friday night because I'm in the marching band and we had a game on Saturday. I think that's when my blues started. Being outside from 7 until 10 in the freezing cold isn't exactly a mood lifter. I then proceeded to do laundry until 2 AM because my band clothes were dirty. I talked to two of my best friends while I was stuck in the laundry room which helped, but I was upset because they were all hanging out the next day and I couldn't be there. So Saturday rolls around and it wasn't too bad. Morning practice, quick food break before performing for ESPN and CBS, lunch, and then the game. The game was exciting (I love football) and I was in a pretty good mood except for some jack ass drummer who has this "holier than thou" attitude who, for the past 3 games, feels the need to turn around and lecture me about some aspect of a conversation I was having that did not involve him in anyway. Next time he tries that shit I'm breaking his pompous nose. Afterwards I got dinner which was fun and resulted in some hilarity, but I was so super tired I passed out in my dorm as soon as I got back which meant I missed chatting with my best friend online, something I do every night no matter how tired I am. Not only do I feel bad for ditching him, but I'm pissed at myself because I really needed a pick-me-up and I blew it by sleeping. This morning my blues had gotten so bad I didn't even want to get out of bed. So, I didn't. I grabbed my laptop and stayed in bed all day. In fact, it's 5PM and I'm having my first meal of the day, Rice Krispies. I understand that this journal is nothing but a boring rant but I always feel better after writing out how I'm feeling, so thanks dA for letting me get it all out. I'm really blue and lonely. I miss my friends, but I'm missing a couple people in particular. The end of the semester can not come soon enough.